桑田佳祐 - 明日晴れるかな

熱い涙や恋の叫びも
輝ける日はどこへ消えたの?
明日(あす)もあてなき道を彷徨うなら
これ以上元には戻れない

耳を澄ませば心の声は
僕に何を語り掛けるだろう?
今は汚れた街の片隅にいて
あの頃の空を想うたびに

神より賜えし孤独やトラブル
泣きたい時は泣きなよ
これが運命(さだめ)でしょうか?
あきらめようか?
季節は巡る魔法のように

Oh, baby. No, maybe.
「愛」失くして「情」も無い?
嘆くようなフリ
世の中のせいにするだけ

Oh, baby. You're maybe.
「哀」無くして「楽」は無い
幸せの Feeling
抱きしめて One more time.

在りし日の己れを愛するために
想い出は美しくあるのさ
遠い過去よりまだ見ぬ人生は
夢ひとつ叶えるためにある

奇跡のドアを開けるのは誰?
微笑みよ　もう一度だけ
君は気付くでしょうか?
その鍵はもう
君の手のひらの上に

Why baby? Oh, tell me.
「愛」失くして「憎」も無い?
見て見ないようなフリ
その身を守るため?

Oh, baby. You're maybe.
もう少しの勝負じゃない!!
くじけそうな Feeling
乗り越えて One more chance.

I talk to myself…

Oh, baby. No, maybe.
「愛」失くして「情」も無い?
嘆くようなフリ
残るのは後悔だけ!!

Oh, baby. Smile baby.
その生命(いのち)は永遠(とわ)じゃない
誰もがひとりひとり胸の中で
そっと囁いているよ

「明日(あした)晴れるかな…」

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September 18

This is the anniversary for many Chinese.  Being a rational and reasonable Chinese is not easy in this era when there are so many people having an aggressive mentality towards international relations and history.  For example, a few weeks ago, on the day of celebrating the "Victory" of WWII in China and HK, I told one of my Chinese classmates from the North that it's not really a victory because of the end by US's atomic bombing instead of finishing by Chinese but he replied immediately that, no matter how the war was finished, we are winner.

On another hand, it is a special day for me.  I cried in front of my confessor in the confession.  It's quite embarrassing.  I think I'm a bit stressful regarding my current situation.  I have reasons to conclude that I've got menstruation and middle-aged men syndrome.

Blog Reactivated

Didn't write it for years.  Things changed in between.  Me myself, my friends, my job, my study and my family.  I'm not sure whether I'm on a right track.  Is it a test of my faith?  It's not easy to spend through the days.  What's the real true self of me?  Is it a suppression instead of self-denial?  Is it karma of hurting people around me?  Isn't it hurting myself at the same time?

I'm not sure what I should confess.  Am I not humble enough?  Am I too proud?  I'm not sure about myself.  Am I able to get through with the surroundings?  Do I have false expectation about myself and the surroundings?  I just want to be good and to contribute more to the surroundings but it seems that it's not easy.